Mark Kaigwa

Thank You

In History's Future, Perspective, Real Talk on March 4, 2009 at 5:11 pm

I’m broken, weakened, distraught, irritable at times and fickle emotionally from time to time. I’m human. I’ve cried, I’ve sneezed, I’ve blown my nose, I’ve laughed, I burped while laughing which made me laugh even more and I have smiled. From the passing on of my later father, Major (Retired) George Murakaru Kaigwa, it hasn’t been easy. But it has certainly been manageable, thanks in whole to God himself, and in great part to the amazing and inspiring people he’s so warmly surrounded my family with.

People I never knew cared, people who I thought cared, People I never knew cried, people I never knew, cried. I am humbled beyond measure, because to declare ‘I’ am strong is to err. ‘I’ am only because ‘He’ was before me. By He, I mean the great God I serve, whom is within me, but also the realest example of another human being, otherwise known as my father, he put before me.

It’s funny how God can prepare you for something. And we all know that death, is tough.I have experienced the death of 4 friends over the past 2 years (all under 22years of age, the youngest being 19), I have had the chance to see and experience, in part, the grieving process. To understand that denial and anger can come before acceptance. It was this whole time that my walk with Christ took more lefts, rights, ups and downs than a Nissan on a Moi-era tarmac road. But He knew this would come, and it was all prepared for.

But I’m more because of the ‘we’ around me. You, your words, your prayers, your encouragement, your thoughts and your presence. It’s a whole lot easier for me to stand and say I’m strong, because I have strong people all around me holding me up.

All I can say to you is

Thank You.

You pray for me, I am privileged, but I am more honored to also pray for you and encourage you. For you to see this amazing strength in me is not only a testament to who Jesus has been to and through me, but it is also a result of your very prayers. Bless you.

 

P.S. I couldn’t believe the amazing response from the Tweetmosphere. They really came through with messages, condolences and encouragement. I don’t know most of them personally but PinkM, Intelligensia, Ngeny, EdObie, Miano, Knocternal, SoleAddict1, Kaboro, 69MB, DKomo, SwMaina and others. Thank you all from me.

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  1. Pole sana! God give you strength

  2. What are friends for? Always here if you need me man! Strong.

  3. Mark, you’re a wonderful person. And my condolences to u again. You will get stronger. Promise.

  4. I’m strong already, remarkably strong. But I have to say what I would be without God to give people the picture of what it would be without Him carrying me right now. The family is amazingly strong through this, and that’s why I’m saying Thank you, it’s because of the prayers that we are what we are right now.

  5. We are with you, mate! Good to see you well, psychologically at least.

    Cheers

  6. Our thoughts and prayers are with you! Remain strong we are by your side.

  7. My belated condolences to you for your loss. I believe that I knew your father and visited him in Kenya years ago. May God rest his soul. Please email me if possible.

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